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i think i haven been bloggging for a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time. wheeeeee..
i jus found out that AHEM actually reads blogs. so i better BEWARE. and not tok rubbish. in case she sees. and then tat's the end of my life. i am gonna be so screwed. =/
okayy. i shall start my post here. all about my life. yesh. mine. meeeee. i. myselfff. woohoo.
i feel so contented. satisfied. and excited. and .... now. (((((:
okay. shall start wif my life.
FridaY
well. friday was like FUN! hahas. i think it was like the busiest. and yet the nicest day of my life. woooosh. okay. so we had sch in da morning la. had to do tis dumb survey bout da tablet pc. and great. i din bring my tablet. lucky eunice helped me. and lent me her tablet. so thank you eunice. ((: yah. so we jus noisily did da survey in da air-coned pat. and we got lots of HOMEWERK. hahas. chen lao shi came n and gave us homewerk lors. and it was like on tis proposal thingy which was so stupid la. gotta do this advertisement. and i was like wadda...
so we ended sch at 12. with like 10 000000000000000 homework in our bags and i was like HECK CARE. hahas. ms lau treated us to pizza. hahas. tyty. debbie's last day at sch with us. friday. oh well, i reallie reallie hoped to see her cry when she saw dat inuyasha CD with the so-called TOUCHING words. but she horr. i bet she controlled and controlled. i din see a drop of tears at all lah. sigh. we are going out again on the __th. it's gonna be da last furuba outing. so i bet i'm gonna flood the whole place.
gosh. after da quick pizza eating session eh. i rushed back to my old sch. met cass at hou mall macs and den she saw me munch my burger and we dashed off to OLN. surprisingly all da teachers there still rmb me. i dun rmb me as like outstanding or wadeva lors. yah. so da tok wif eio was like sick. we jus stared at each other and got nothing to tok bout. hahas. even if we have she would tok bout sch. and i dun wish to tok bout tat. da tok wif ms wan was fun. hahas. we were like frens la. still. i wish ahem would tok to me liddat. and i wish i could jus STOP BLUSHING when i tok to her. aiyohhh. a really really obvious bad habit of mine. sigh. mrs low rmb me as the QUIET GIRL. since when was i quiet?!?!? like. aiyoh. u must have rmbered da WRONG PERSON. hahahas. everyone came to tok to me bout rachel neo.
eh. rachel neo. u so popular for wat?? even if u wanna be popular ah. oso dun tell people u are pearlyn neo's sister. make me so maluated. grr. =/
okay. so after tat. i said byebye. and rushed off to RCIY. WOOHOO!! RCIY rawks my socks. it's so fun!! we played games. laugh. laugh. laugh. laugh. and we sang songs la. so now i still got tis tune stuck in my head. lalalalala. whee. da programme looks so planned up la. it's until nxt yr easter. hahas. 58 sessions. i'm so gonna enjoy myself. ((((:
after tat. i went home with my aunt. at ang mo kio mrt station. my eyes we like wanna close wanna close liaos. den i saw tis wooman infront of me. wearing erms. a blue jeany material LONG LONG skirt. so i immediately thought of ahem. and i was like. ahem wore something like that today toooo. so i looked up a lill more. and saw a WHITE tight shirt. and i said. hmm. my eyecandy wore something liddat too. so i began to stare at her hair. boz it was like so dark. at like 10.07 at night. i couldn't see da dyed hair. so i was like. aww. it's not her. got diff hair. den I SMELT SOMETHING. something really really familiar la. i stared closer. tis woman was holding her bf's hand. er. da guy looks really young. like poly type. with a tee and a sling bag. but too bad it's not my type. ohwell. i dun think he's shuai enuff ehh. but looks dun matter. hahas.
TAT WOMAN WAS AHEM.
recognised her thru her smell. u noe tat brand of perfume? i dunno how to explain eh. but i smelt it on many guys i saw on the bus bfore. i seriously think it's cologne. hahahs. ok. so ahem and her bf, holding hands, boarded bus no. 25 to like hougang or eunos la. i haf totally no idea. i din board it la. oh yah. THANK YOU CHERYL!! ((: thank you for telling me tat after ur farm trip. she waved bye bye to you as she boarded 111 to go orchard to meet her bf. wheee. hahas. so tat means i took da same train as her and landed at ang mo kio. great. haha. i am feeling so contented now.
SaturdaY
spying got no results. apparently shes not at home.
SundaY
spying got no results. apparently shes not at home.
yeah. so tats the end of my life. i wonder wad chucky n linghui are doing now. are they spying for me? hmm. (((:
DEBBIE LOW. SAVE ME.
okay. i am feeling so jealous out of sudden la. i noe tat in some other part of singapore. ahem and tis grp of sec 1 gals are having a really really great time TOGETHER. yes. i mean it. TOGETHER. and i am stuck here. at home. downlaoding debbie's inuyasha. BOOOHOOHOO. great lors. have a good time la. i dun care. oh yes i do. no i dun. i really dun care wad u ppl do. ok. i care. i care. i care. someone tell me wad u ppl did pleaseeee..
how i wish to see fwankiestien-
at 1st was like hahahahaha.
den it was muahahaha.
and nowadays i like bwahahahahhaa.
tsktsk.
wow. photo taking was like so.. waste of my precious time la. but at least i got to see her. and tok to her. and i managed to tell her tat she looks like padme armeedaaala. (((((: hahas. she was cursing me la. say "eeeeeeee. u so bad!!" [WHOA. chuck key. look at tis. it's not QUEEN ENGLAND anymore. (:] whoa. we took council photo from like 1.15 to 2.15?!? 1h k. jus for tis piece of glossy paper. like so. okayy lor. wadeva la. den ld photo was like 3.15. buut we mus reach there at like 3 oclock. and by 3.30 we haven even take any crap photo yet la. hahahas. omg. i really really dun like that piece of glossy paper.
EH LINGHUI AND CHUCK KEY. I WANNA SEE UR CLASS N CCA GLOSSY PAPER HORR. <3333333333
hahas. okay. end of my day. i'm satisfied. never felt so good before in my life. mus b because of tat 5-weeks-nvr-get-to-tok-to-her-properly sickness tats acting up in my body. WOW.
great la. i jus found out tat her hse's living room has YELLOW LIGHTS. the "make u wanna sleep" kind. da "extra hot" kind. the "cosy cosy effect" kind. no wunder she likes to sleep so much.
spying turned out bad tis wkend. so boring la. no one's even at home lor. and on sat the lights turn off at like 10pm?!! like wth? is she gonna sleep so early or wat. hahahas.
RCIY rawks. wooohoo. it's so cool. i carn wait. ((:
hahas. green toe socks. omg. so funny. imagine someone wearing green socks with compartments for toes. TSKTSK. and i jus noe someone who does that. with slippers summore. great ah. hahas.
WHEE. i love yeast bubbles. so cute. squishy. washy. rubbery. solid. firm. 5mm thick. white. CUTE bubbles.
i am depressed no more. (:
hahas. altho today we got back results. =/ but i'm satisfied!! =) hahas. all except chinese marks la. others i'm happy. (:
for my chinese ah. it's my only a1. hahas. not proud of myself. ): can get 85 one lors.
geog was a total BAHH. maths!! i'm so proud of myself!! b3! b3! 1st time in my entire life i get b3 can!! always get like b4, c5 or fail one. wheeeee... sci, lit and home ec eh. all is like err. jus b4 only kind. omg. so freaky la. and english ah. haizz. c5. wadda do? how do u expect me to study english btw?! like wad? do more comprehension eh? i carn be bothered. =P
okayy. WHEEE. we are going to MISS LAU'S WEDDING. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.. ahhaaa. if i ever go ah. u ppl will see me in a dress k. 1st time. no kidding. (: hahas. i'm going nuts here. ohyah, it's a malay wedding. coz da groom is malay. heex. never been to malay wedding before la. wonder how it's like. and she's like gonna change religion. omg. never c ppl do tis kinddaf thing before. sigh. it's her choice anywae. so u see, love is blind. and in love eh. ppl make sacrifices lors. HMMM. LoVE is blind. SO SWEEET. sadly, the person i like is like hating me?!?! coz she dao me. sigh. not much of a contact nowadays. missing her loads. AHHHHHHHHHHHH....
okayy. today xinyi was like acting siao again la. aiyoh. not the 1st time liaos can. tat time she acted siao, scream, hit table, bang chair and go "errrrrrgh!!" in like a HIGH PITCH BABISH VOICE, chen chen came n find me n tok to me?!!? so sad she today not in class la. or not i will get another chance to tok to her. see la. another good opportunity wasted. sigh. omg la. i wanna her to tok to me. i so despo can! =/ today xinyi was like BANGING THE BOARD and JUMPING UP and DOWN and like hitting herself in the same way like a gorilla?!?! like wth? and crying all over her geog paper. BAHHHHh. like wadeva lors. hehes. i'm so not understanding. but it's like. U DIN EVEN FAIL!!!! think of those ppl who failed la. wth. they din even make such a big fuss over it. sigh. someone calls it attention seeking. i wonder if she's suffering from depression la. (see!! at least i'm somewhat UNDERSTANDING can.) should i tell ahem?!! ahhhhh. i dunnno. =/
okayyyy.. i suck. AH.
-jumps down the window
-climbs back up
on second thought. i wun do that. if i ever do that. i doubt chen chen will even like cry for me. as i said. she hates me. BAHH. wont end my precious life here..
dun like my marks. i actually got like c5 for english?!? and like a1 for chinese. i'm such a pro please. get tis big fat difference. =/ so totally screwed up.
i'm NOT satisfied with my chinese. it's jus like a average a1. ahh. dun like. bet SHE is so NOT impressed (n no, i'm not being sacarstic here). like our class highest 78 only la. while tis PARTICULAR sec1 class she teaches highest is 81?!? tats so unfair eh. i want a 95. *ppl pointing at me and going 'siao ah'*
ok. so i hate my english marks oso. it's like c5?!! wad is tis lor. i nearly failed k. a near escape from danger. melodeee prawn is really lucky 2dae. her eng is like jus pass? and chi is oso jus pass. i'm so jealous. hahas. =/
the person taking jus like 1.........2..3.. wah lao eh. i got no time to smile can. i open my mouth half way i saw tis flash. great lor. 3 times straight for da formal one k. i smile half way she take. doesn't she noe how to count 1.....2.....3? instead of 1............2..3.. wad is tis man?!
da fun shot was not fun at all. before i can make my scary face, they jus flash flash. BAHHHHH. guess i'm so not fated with photographs tis yr. =(
WE ARE GETTING OUR RESULTS BACK ON WED for ENG n CHI. THURS WE ARE GETTING BACK THE REST. great la. i'm so paniking here. eng eh. anna cheng told lwl dat our class "shocked her" in a "good way" for our "results". she is famous for being damn sarcastic la. wonder how many ppl failed. if we fail eng. we fail evrything. -_-"
chinese sux. hahas. i'm saying this for the first. and last time. hahas. coz i like tis subject i guess. oh well. my compo is so gonna li ti ok. she said some stuff bout compo today. n i think she practically read out from my paper la! all da things she say is wrong is i write one can. no wonder she was staring at me when she said tis. GREAT! hahas. i'm gonna fail. =/
hahas. friday the 13th sux man. 1st i miss da bus. den da freakin lift spoil. den i got grouped for geog sick thingy. some rubbish olympics thingy la. they choose those nerdies. like me. =( den we are supposed to do tis promotion thingy for da city. my group is doing moscow. like erps. wad is der to do bout tat? in da 1st place. WHERE THE HELL IS THAT PLACE?!?!? and i'm in a really bad group. dun wish to tok bout it. gaaaaah. and i wanna go to paris. romantic city. place where AHEM spent a romantic night. awwwwww....
ok. so today i went EYECANDY SPYING!!!! with my darling opposer of course. (:
WHEEEEEEE. it's fun i guess. trying to hide away from her family. but so unfortunately i failed.
her father saw me. (he is fat. never wear shirt. white short spiky hair)
her mother saw me (she is fat. high pitch voice. typical ah soh)
her 2 yr old nephew saw me (he is SUPER NOISY eh. she live 23 floor. i 26 floor still can hear k. he is SO CUTEEE!!!! omg la. den her going to the playground downstairs to play. he saw me outside. i tried to run away lors. den he keep calling "jie jie" "jie jie" untill his mummy come out)
her sister saw me (her sister is da nephew's mum la. she looks exactly da same as ANNA CHENG. exactly da same pattern. go look at her. and u can see mirror image of her sister. except that her sis got high pitched voice)
her niece saw me. (3 yr old gal. wwearing tis BLUE DRESS. VERY CUTE. high pitch voice)
great la. her whole family xcept her saw me. bet they will tell her tat there are two suspicous lookin crescentians who are like outside her house. taking photos like a cheeena tourist's 1st visit to singapore. we look like some kinddaf robbers planning a robbery or like some kinddaf spy.
so u see. i bet her house window mus be very strong la. the whole family high pitch voice. da window haven break yet. mus be xtra xtra thick. SO AMAZING!!! oh yah. she got tis burn joss stick and paper bucket outside her house. her house eh. outside got want to die want to die potted plants. den got lots of AH SOH slippers. and some umbrellas. i SO LOVE HER GATES. hahahas.
it is erm. GREEN and YELLOW (hmm. seems familiar?) got tis picture of a SUN and a MOON and a SUNFLOWER on it. it's a metal gate and erm got glass covering the bottom of it la. when i went tat time, her nephew and father were buisily playing at da gate. da nephew so despo trying to climb da gate. so stupid eh. da father is toking in some teochew thingy. i bet she speaks teochew at home. ahhhh.
in conclusion eh.. her house is so NOT MODERN.
in other words, OLD FASHIONED. practically designed by OLD PEOPLE for OLD PEOPLE. hahas. omg. i'm so evil. when i upload it hear liao. den ur can admire slowly. ahhhhhh... =))))))...
finally.finally.finally.finally.finally.
ahhhhh. i'm feeeling so colourful-ey today!!!!!
sigh. shall use back black. coz i bet later some ppl ish gonna complain tat they carn see da SUPER STRIKING text. (:
EXAMS ARE OVER.
OVERR.
OVERRRRRRR...
no more exams for da rest of my life!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO. never gonna touch dat piece of exam paper again. ahhhhhhhh...
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
One more day!!!! <33333333
i am so gonna love the sex talk tmr.
...coz today is a friday...
...coz today we finished 2 HARD and TORTURING papers...
...coz today we had consultation with lwl...
friday. wooohooo. i wanna go slack.
relax.
sleep. (i'm damn deprived of it)
spy. (tis wk she not in s'pore no point spying)
and blah.
yah. so today we had two papers. science and lit. ahahas. science was hard. so hard. so hard that i knew how to do. but all the answers are like so similar that i wonder if i put da wrong one down not. so hard till i got confused of if my answer is correct. =/
lit was hard. very hard. very very very hard. they came out stuff that i din study so much on. all that i studied din come out. bahh. lit is like sucking out all my life. i've been mugging all for nothing?!? ahahas. lit is a waste of time. sigh.
yep, next was consultation with lwl. ahahs. it was fun i guess. 1st time having consultation. with 5 ppl summore. me, delight, airika, marl, jane. ahahas. we din come prepared. no curvey ruler. no graph paper. no questions to ask. jus sat there, stone and tok. omg. so stupid la. but i FINALLY managed to know bout da powers of ten thingy. so complicating can. make me so confused. 10 to the power of 0 is 1. 10 to the power of 1 is 10. 10 to the power of -1 is 0.1. bahhhh. maths. so troublesome eh. asked lwl if maths was useless. her eyes open until so big. den she say no. hahas. it will help in life. ehh. last time when she was young she also thought of that too. hahas.
i din noe she wanted to help ppl put braces when she was young. (: tat's such a cute job! ahahs. wanted to be a teacher too. hah! tis is the erm. 5th teacher i tok to out of 5 teachers that their dream job when young was to be a teacher. ahahs. one day i shall go and ask chen chen. i bet she was inspired by some ppl to want to be a teacher too.
kk. i am so MOTIVATED by her. to do well in art? =/ hahas. i got no art genes la. no use. (: yah. coz she said that she's gonna tok to irene tay. on why our class so pathatic. go and fail art. it's only one semester thingy la. so we better do well or smthing like that. hahas. i'm jus so motivated.
lwl says we dun have to depend on the teacher to do well in a subject. it's our own future not da teacher's future. so why let her spoil it or something like that. hahas. tats so meaningful. from now on, i gonna not let irene tay spoil my life. ahahas. but what if the teacher is my source of motivation? my happiness? my everything? my life? i CAN let her make my future eh? can i not?
haha. cheryl chen eh. i bet u are jealous? tat i got consultation with ur eyecandy. (:
i wanna cry.
boohooohoo.
okayy. tats so lame.
aniwae. i just hate today.
i hate this week.
lwl is taking over AHEM's period.
i cannot get to see AHEM anymore.
nxt wk AHEM will not be coming to sch. =(
why?
why?
why?
why can't u let me see her for just one period?
i'll be so happy.
now my day is spoilt.
i've been waiting for today for a WEEEK.
last wednesday was the last time she stepped in.
i so hoped for her to come today.
but u didn't let her.
i went to find AHEM.
AHEM said that maths is very important.
i told her that maths is useless.
it got nothing to do with our daily life.
tell me what u can do with algebra?
calculate your pay nxt time ah?
she told me to study hard in maths.
i need 75 to go to tri sci.
i dun wanna go tri sci.
not so much anymore.
since you can never get any sense of satisfaction there.
with so many ppl trying to fight for that miserable 1st in class position.
she says i need 65 to get into double.
i might consider double.
she took combined.
i think i'll try that.
that's so stupid.
trying to follow what she does.
i just want to see her.
you took away all my hapiness.
maybe i'm just too obsessed.
i feel so miserable when this kinddaf thing happen.
ohwell, cheryl chen went to ask lwl if shes getting married.
she said yes, soon.
she went to ask when n where i think.
and told her that I WANNA BE HER FLOWER GIRL.
great la.
i dun wanna be her flower girl.
i wanna be AHEM's flower girl.
i can't wait for this 2 weeks to pass.
fly by soon.
fly by forever.
and never come back.
ever.
again.
in 2 weeks time, i'll be my usual self.
the usual despo pearlyn neo.
the obsessed pearlyn neo.
the AHEM crazy pearlyn neo.
forever.
i want a life.
i got no results from spying yesterday.
someone went out.
lights off.
1:46 pm, Monday, May 30, 2005
hello peopleeee. ((:i think i haven been bloggging for a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long time. wheeeeee..
i jus found out that AHEM actually reads blogs. so i better BEWARE. and not tok rubbish. in case she sees. and then tat's the end of my life. i am gonna be so screwed. =/
okayy. i shall start my post here. all about my life. yesh. mine. meeeee. i. myselfff. woohoo.
i feel so contented. satisfied. and excited. and .... now. (((((:
okay. shall start wif my life.
FridaY
well. friday was like FUN! hahas. i think it was like the busiest. and yet the nicest day of my life. woooosh. okay. so we had sch in da morning la. had to do tis dumb survey bout da tablet pc. and great. i din bring my tablet. lucky eunice helped me. and lent me her tablet. so thank you eunice. ((: yah. so we jus noisily did da survey in da air-coned pat. and we got lots of HOMEWERK. hahas. chen lao shi came n and gave us homewerk lors. and it was like on tis proposal thingy which was so stupid la. gotta do this advertisement. and i was like wadda...
so we ended sch at 12. with like 10 000000000000000 homework in our bags and i was like HECK CARE. hahas. ms lau treated us to pizza. hahas. tyty. debbie's last day at sch with us. friday. oh well, i reallie reallie hoped to see her cry when she saw dat inuyasha CD with the so-called TOUCHING words. but she horr. i bet she controlled and controlled. i din see a drop of tears at all lah. sigh. we are going out again on the __th. it's gonna be da last furuba outing. so i bet i'm gonna flood the whole place.
gosh. after da quick pizza eating session eh. i rushed back to my old sch. met cass at hou mall macs and den she saw me munch my burger and we dashed off to OLN. surprisingly all da teachers there still rmb me. i dun rmb me as like outstanding or wadeva lors. yah. so da tok wif eio was like sick. we jus stared at each other and got nothing to tok bout. hahas. even if we have she would tok bout sch. and i dun wish to tok bout tat. da tok wif ms wan was fun. hahas. we were like frens la. still. i wish ahem would tok to me liddat. and i wish i could jus STOP BLUSHING when i tok to her. aiyohhh. a really really obvious bad habit of mine. sigh. mrs low rmb me as the QUIET GIRL. since when was i quiet?!?!? like. aiyoh. u must have rmbered da WRONG PERSON. hahahas. everyone came to tok to me bout rachel neo.
eh. rachel neo. u so popular for wat?? even if u wanna be popular ah. oso dun tell people u are pearlyn neo's sister. make me so maluated. grr. =/
okay. so after tat. i said byebye. and rushed off to RCIY. WOOHOO!! RCIY rawks my socks. it's so fun!! we played games. laugh. laugh. laugh. laugh. and we sang songs la. so now i still got tis tune stuck in my head. lalalalala. whee. da programme looks so planned up la. it's until nxt yr easter. hahas. 58 sessions. i'm so gonna enjoy myself. ((((:
after tat. i went home with my aunt. at ang mo kio mrt station. my eyes we like wanna close wanna close liaos. den i saw tis wooman infront of me. wearing erms. a blue jeany material LONG LONG skirt. so i immediately thought of ahem. and i was like. ahem wore something like that today toooo. so i looked up a lill more. and saw a WHITE tight shirt. and i said. hmm. my eyecandy wore something liddat too. so i began to stare at her hair. boz it was like so dark. at like 10.07 at night. i couldn't see da dyed hair. so i was like. aww. it's not her. got diff hair. den I SMELT SOMETHING. something really really familiar la. i stared closer. tis woman was holding her bf's hand. er. da guy looks really young. like poly type. with a tee and a sling bag. but too bad it's not my type. ohwell. i dun think he's shuai enuff ehh. but looks dun matter. hahas.
TAT WOMAN WAS AHEM.
recognised her thru her smell. u noe tat brand of perfume? i dunno how to explain eh. but i smelt it on many guys i saw on the bus bfore. i seriously think it's cologne. hahahs. ok. so ahem and her bf, holding hands, boarded bus no. 25 to like hougang or eunos la. i haf totally no idea. i din board it la. oh yah. THANK YOU CHERYL!! ((: thank you for telling me tat after ur farm trip. she waved bye bye to you as she boarded 111 to go orchard to meet her bf. wheee. hahas. so tat means i took da same train as her and landed at ang mo kio. great. haha. i am feeling so contented now.
SaturdaY
spying got no results. apparently shes not at home.
SundaY
spying got no results. apparently shes not at home.
yeah. so tats the end of my life. i wonder wad chucky n linghui are doing now. are they spying for me? hmm. (((:
4:09 pm, Thursday, May 26, 2005
ahhh. i need help. debbie low save me. i am still short of chapters 200-299 of da inuyasha i owe debbie. all thanks to tat drop on the floor tat caused all my info to be wiped out. yes. all my info. not exactly all. my mangas actually. so i need like loveless, fma, naruto, inuyasha all over again. and tmr is da last day of sch. woohoo. and debbie is going to taiwan. so theres no way i'm gonna see her ever again. tat means tat i gotta download 100 more chapters by tonight. and my connection is really slow. coz i only downloaded 50 chapters in like 3h?!?! i am going so nuts here.DEBBIE LOW. SAVE ME.
okay. i am feeling so jealous out of sudden la. i noe tat in some other part of singapore. ahem and tis grp of sec 1 gals are having a really really great time TOGETHER. yes. i mean it. TOGETHER. and i am stuck here. at home. downlaoding debbie's inuyasha. BOOOHOOHOO. great lors. have a good time la. i dun care. oh yes i do. no i dun. i really dun care wad u ppl do. ok. i care. i care. i care. someone tell me wad u ppl did pleaseeee..
how i wish to see fwankiestien-
6:04 pm, Wednesday, May 25, 2005
bwahahahhaa. i am feeling bwahahaha-neee today.at 1st was like hahahahaha.
den it was muahahaha.
and nowadays i like bwahahahahhaa.
tsktsk.
wow. photo taking was like so.. waste of my precious time la. but at least i got to see her. and tok to her. and i managed to tell her tat she looks like padme armeedaaala. (((((: hahas. she was cursing me la. say "eeeeeeee. u so bad!!" [WHOA. chuck key. look at tis. it's not QUEEN ENGLAND anymore. (:] whoa. we took council photo from like 1.15 to 2.15?!? 1h k. jus for tis piece of glossy paper. like so. okayy lor. wadeva la. den ld photo was like 3.15. buut we mus reach there at like 3 oclock. and by 3.30 we haven even take any crap photo yet la. hahahas. omg. i really really dun like that piece of glossy paper.
EH LINGHUI AND CHUCK KEY. I WANNA SEE UR CLASS N CCA GLOSSY PAPER HORR. <3333333333
hahas. okay. end of my day. i'm satisfied. never felt so good before in my life. mus b because of tat 5-weeks-nvr-get-to-tok-to-her-properly sickness tats acting up in my body. WOW.
3:36 pm, Monday, May 23, 2005
bahh. i bet this is the worst 3 day long weekend of of entire life. it's so BORING. ahh. went to my grandma's hse. come home. went tomy grandma's hse. come home. stay at home the whole day. it's so boringgg.great la. i jus found out tat her hse's living room has YELLOW LIGHTS. the "make u wanna sleep" kind. da "extra hot" kind. the "cosy cosy effect" kind. no wunder she likes to sleep so much.
spying turned out bad tis wkend. so boring la. no one's even at home lor. and on sat the lights turn off at like 10pm?!! like wth? is she gonna sleep so early or wat. hahahas.
RCIY rawks. wooohoo. it's so cool. i carn wait. ((:
8:37 pm, Friday, May 20, 2005
hahas. i lead a miserable saddening pathatic idiotic sick rubbish garbage meaningless useless nopoint boring blah life.hahas. green toe socks. omg. so funny. imagine someone wearing green socks with compartments for toes. TSKTSK. and i jus noe someone who does that. with slippers summore. great ah. hahas.
WHEE. i love yeast bubbles. so cute. squishy. washy. rubbery. solid. firm. 5mm thick. white. CUTE bubbles.
6:22 pm, Thursday, May 19, 2005
harlo people out thereee..i am depressed no more. (:
hahas. altho today we got back results. =/ but i'm satisfied!! =) hahas. all except chinese marks la. others i'm happy. (:
for my chinese ah. it's my only a1. hahas. not proud of myself. ): can get 85 one lors.
geog was a total BAHH. maths!! i'm so proud of myself!! b3! b3! 1st time in my entire life i get b3 can!! always get like b4, c5 or fail one. wheeeee... sci, lit and home ec eh. all is like err. jus b4 only kind. omg. so freaky la. and english ah. haizz. c5. wadda do? how do u expect me to study english btw?! like wad? do more comprehension eh? i carn be bothered. =P
okayy. WHEEE. we are going to MISS LAU'S WEDDING. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.. ahhaaa. if i ever go ah. u ppl will see me in a dress k. 1st time. no kidding. (: hahas. i'm going nuts here. ohyah, it's a malay wedding. coz da groom is malay. heex. never been to malay wedding before la. wonder how it's like. and she's like gonna change religion. omg. never c ppl do tis kinddaf thing before. sigh. it's her choice anywae. so u see, love is blind. and in love eh. ppl make sacrifices lors. HMMM. LoVE is blind. SO SWEEET. sadly, the person i like is like hating me?!?! coz she dao me. sigh. not much of a contact nowadays. missing her loads. AHHHHHHHHHHHH....
okayy. today xinyi was like acting siao again la. aiyoh. not the 1st time liaos can. tat time she acted siao, scream, hit table, bang chair and go "errrrrrgh!!" in like a HIGH PITCH BABISH VOICE, chen chen came n find me n tok to me?!!? so sad she today not in class la. or not i will get another chance to tok to her. see la. another good opportunity wasted. sigh. omg la. i wanna her to tok to me. i so despo can! =/ today xinyi was like BANGING THE BOARD and JUMPING UP and DOWN and like hitting herself in the same way like a gorilla?!?! like wth? and crying all over her geog paper. BAHHHHh. like wadeva lors. hehes. i'm so not understanding. but it's like. U DIN EVEN FAIL!!!! think of those ppl who failed la. wth. they din even make such a big fuss over it. sigh. someone calls it attention seeking. i wonder if she's suffering from depression la. (see!! at least i'm somewhat UNDERSTANDING can.) should i tell ahem?!! ahhhhh. i dunnno. =/
okayyyy.. i suck. AH.
-jumps down the window
-climbs back up
on second thought. i wun do that. if i ever do that. i doubt chen chen will even like cry for me. as i said. she hates me. BAHH. wont end my precious life here..
5:50 pm, Wednesday, May 18, 2005
hahas. great. i'm now just like a half-filled bottle la. so unsatisfied can.dun like my marks. i actually got like c5 for english?!? and like a1 for chinese. i'm such a pro please. get tis big fat difference. =/ so totally screwed up.
i'm NOT satisfied with my chinese. it's jus like a average a1. ahh. dun like. bet SHE is so NOT impressed (n no, i'm not being sacarstic here). like our class highest 78 only la. while tis PARTICULAR sec1 class she teaches highest is 81?!? tats so unfair eh. i want a 95. *ppl pointing at me and going 'siao ah'*
ok. so i hate my english marks oso. it's like c5?!! wad is tis lor. i nearly failed k. a near escape from danger. melodeee prawn is really lucky 2dae. her eng is like jus pass? and chi is oso jus pass. i'm so jealous. hahas. =/
6:35 pm, Monday, May 16, 2005
haha. today we had photo taking. great la. i practically screwed up the whole thing. =/the person taking jus like 1.........2..3.. wah lao eh. i got no time to smile can. i open my mouth half way i saw tis flash. great lor. 3 times straight for da formal one k. i smile half way she take. doesn't she noe how to count 1.....2.....3? instead of 1............2..3.. wad is tis man?!
da fun shot was not fun at all. before i can make my scary face, they jus flash flash. BAHHHHH. guess i'm so not fated with photographs tis yr. =(
WE ARE GETTING OUR RESULTS BACK ON WED for ENG n CHI. THURS WE ARE GETTING BACK THE REST. great la. i'm so paniking here. eng eh. anna cheng told lwl dat our class "shocked her" in a "good way" for our "results". she is famous for being damn sarcastic la. wonder how many ppl failed. if we fail eng. we fail evrything. -_-"
chinese sux. hahas. i'm saying this for the first. and last time. hahas. coz i like tis subject i guess. oh well. my compo is so gonna li ti ok. she said some stuff bout compo today. n i think she practically read out from my paper la! all da things she say is wrong is i write one can. no wonder she was staring at me when she said tis. GREAT! hahas. i'm gonna fail. =/
9:22 pm, Friday, May 13, 2005
HAPPY FRIDAY the 13th...hahas. friday the 13th sux man. 1st i miss da bus. den da freakin lift spoil. den i got grouped for geog sick thingy. some rubbish olympics thingy la. they choose those nerdies. like me. =( den we are supposed to do tis promotion thingy for da city. my group is doing moscow. like erps. wad is der to do bout tat? in da 1st place. WHERE THE HELL IS THAT PLACE?!?!? and i'm in a really bad group. dun wish to tok bout it. gaaaaah. and i wanna go to paris. romantic city. place where AHEM spent a romantic night. awwwwww....
ok. so today i went EYECANDY SPYING!!!! with my darling opposer of course. (:
WHEEEEEEE. it's fun i guess. trying to hide away from her family. but so unfortunately i failed.
her father saw me. (he is fat. never wear shirt. white short spiky hair)
her mother saw me (she is fat. high pitch voice. typical ah soh)
her 2 yr old nephew saw me (he is SUPER NOISY eh. she live 23 floor. i 26 floor still can hear k. he is SO CUTEEE!!!! omg la. den her going to the playground downstairs to play. he saw me outside. i tried to run away lors. den he keep calling "jie jie" "jie jie" untill his mummy come out)
her sister saw me (her sister is da nephew's mum la. she looks exactly da same as ANNA CHENG. exactly da same pattern. go look at her. and u can see mirror image of her sister. except that her sis got high pitched voice)
her niece saw me. (3 yr old gal. wwearing tis BLUE DRESS. VERY CUTE. high pitch voice)
great la. her whole family xcept her saw me. bet they will tell her tat there are two suspicous lookin crescentians who are like outside her house. taking photos like a cheeena tourist's 1st visit to singapore. we look like some kinddaf robbers planning a robbery or like some kinddaf spy.
so u see. i bet her house window mus be very strong la. the whole family high pitch voice. da window haven break yet. mus be xtra xtra thick. SO AMAZING!!! oh yah. she got tis burn joss stick and paper bucket outside her house. her house eh. outside got want to die want to die potted plants. den got lots of AH SOH slippers. and some umbrellas. i SO LOVE HER GATES. hahahas.
it is erm. GREEN and YELLOW (hmm. seems familiar?) got tis picture of a SUN and a MOON and a SUNFLOWER on it. it's a metal gate and erm got glass covering the bottom of it la. when i went tat time, her nephew and father were buisily playing at da gate. da nephew so despo trying to climb da gate. so stupid eh. da father is toking in some teochew thingy. i bet she speaks teochew at home. ahhhh.
in conclusion eh.. her house is so NOT MODERN.
in other words, OLD FASHIONED. practically designed by OLD PEOPLE for OLD PEOPLE. hahas. omg. i'm so evil. when i upload it hear liao. den ur can admire slowly. ahhhhhh... =))))))...
3:03 pm, Thursday, May 12, 2005
ohyeah. Exams are finally OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!finally.finally.finally.finally.finally.
ahhhhh. i'm feeeling so colourful-ey today!!!!!
sigh. shall use back black. coz i bet later some ppl ish gonna complain tat they carn see da SUPER STRIKING text. (:
EXAMS ARE OVER.
OVERR.
OVERRRRRRR...
no more exams for da rest of my life!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO. never gonna touch dat piece of exam paper again. ahhhhhhhh...
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
i love orchard. i love neoprints. i love town. (((:
One more day!!!! <33333333
i am so gonna love the sex talk tmr.
5:59 pm, Friday, May 06, 2005
yay!! i love today so much. why?...coz today is a friday...
...coz today we finished 2 HARD and TORTURING papers...
...coz today we had consultation with lwl...
friday. wooohooo. i wanna go slack.
relax.
sleep. (i'm damn deprived of it)
spy. (tis wk she not in s'pore no point spying)
and blah.
yah. so today we had two papers. science and lit. ahahas. science was hard. so hard. so hard that i knew how to do. but all the answers are like so similar that i wonder if i put da wrong one down not. so hard till i got confused of if my answer is correct. =/
lit was hard. very hard. very very very hard. they came out stuff that i din study so much on. all that i studied din come out. bahh. lit is like sucking out all my life. i've been mugging all for nothing?!? ahahas. lit is a waste of time. sigh.
yep, next was consultation with lwl. ahahs. it was fun i guess. 1st time having consultation. with 5 ppl summore. me, delight, airika, marl, jane. ahahas. we din come prepared. no curvey ruler. no graph paper. no questions to ask. jus sat there, stone and tok. omg. so stupid la. but i FINALLY managed to know bout da powers of ten thingy. so complicating can. make me so confused. 10 to the power of 0 is 1. 10 to the power of 1 is 10. 10 to the power of -1 is 0.1. bahhhh. maths. so troublesome eh. asked lwl if maths was useless. her eyes open until so big. den she say no. hahas. it will help in life. ehh. last time when she was young she also thought of that too. hahas.
i din noe she wanted to help ppl put braces when she was young. (: tat's such a cute job! ahahs. wanted to be a teacher too. hah! tis is the erm. 5th teacher i tok to out of 5 teachers that their dream job when young was to be a teacher. ahahs. one day i shall go and ask chen chen. i bet she was inspired by some ppl to want to be a teacher too.
kk. i am so MOTIVATED by her. to do well in art? =/ hahas. i got no art genes la. no use. (: yah. coz she said that she's gonna tok to irene tay. on why our class so pathatic. go and fail art. it's only one semester thingy la. so we better do well or smthing like that. hahas. i'm jus so motivated.
lwl says we dun have to depend on the teacher to do well in a subject. it's our own future not da teacher's future. so why let her spoil it or something like that. hahas. tats so meaningful. from now on, i gonna not let irene tay spoil my life. ahahas. but what if the teacher is my source of motivation? my happiness? my everything? my life? i CAN let her make my future eh? can i not?
haha. cheryl chen eh. i bet u are jealous? tat i got consultation with ur eyecandy. (:
3:55 pm, Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i can't stand it anymore.i wanna cry.
boohooohoo.
okayy. tats so lame.
aniwae. i just hate today.
i hate this week.
lwl is taking over AHEM's period.
i cannot get to see AHEM anymore.
nxt wk AHEM will not be coming to sch. =(
why?
why?
why?
why can't u let me see her for just one period?
i'll be so happy.
now my day is spoilt.
i've been waiting for today for a WEEEK.
last wednesday was the last time she stepped in.
i so hoped for her to come today.
but u didn't let her.
i went to find AHEM.
AHEM said that maths is very important.
i told her that maths is useless.
it got nothing to do with our daily life.
tell me what u can do with algebra?
calculate your pay nxt time ah?
she told me to study hard in maths.
i need 75 to go to tri sci.
i dun wanna go tri sci.
not so much anymore.
since you can never get any sense of satisfaction there.
with so many ppl trying to fight for that miserable 1st in class position.
she says i need 65 to get into double.
i might consider double.
she took combined.
i think i'll try that.
that's so stupid.
trying to follow what she does.
i just want to see her.
you took away all my hapiness.
maybe i'm just too obsessed.
i feel so miserable when this kinddaf thing happen.
ohwell, cheryl chen went to ask lwl if shes getting married.
she said yes, soon.
she went to ask when n where i think.
and told her that I WANNA BE HER FLOWER GIRL.
great la.
i dun wanna be her flower girl.
i wanna be AHEM's flower girl.
i can't wait for this 2 weeks to pass.
fly by soon.
fly by forever.
and never come back.
ever.
again.
in 2 weeks time, i'll be my usual self.
the usual despo pearlyn neo.
the obsessed pearlyn neo.
the AHEM crazy pearlyn neo.
forever.
6:29 pm, Monday, May 02, 2005
i am so stressed.i want a life.
i got no results from spying yesterday.
someone went out.
lights off.